treva. people are just fucking stupid. they see "love" and automatically go, "oh, yay, love, that means it's sweet, love is good," and it's like, no. love is terrible actually. love is fucking scary and it messes with your circadian rhythms and it steals your appetite and it fogs your brain and gets your imagination high on ecstasy so all you want to think about is touching him and holding him when you know you KNOW you can't, you just fucking can't, because he's too . real.

c. exactly. love is anything but sweet. boyfriend = sweet. letters and sodas. love? love is a monster....... an ocean. is it better to out-monster the monster, or to be quietly devoured.




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